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Don't You Know?Don't you know that you're taking her for granted?
She's not going to be there for you for long if you're never there for her
Why don't you call her every once in a while, see if she's okay
She'll appreciate it more than you think
Show her that you truly love her, tell her she's your everything
Just prove to her that she means something to you
'Cause right now she may feel unappreciated
Right now she may feel useless
So prove to her that she's special
Prove to her that she's the only one for you
'Cause you could be slowly losing her
While you spend your time doing nothing
Meet up with her every once in a while
Before she walks aw
Was It All A Lie?The funny thing is,
You can walk past me
And totally ignore me
Acting like I don't exist
Without an inch of guilt in your black heart
After all the things we have been through
After all the times we have been there for each other
And you act like it never happened
The funny thing is,
You can look in the mirror
Thinking you're the best
Thinking you are too good for everyone
After all the things I have done for you
After all the things we have put each other through
Through thick and thin
And totally forget that I was once in your life
That you needed me
That you loved me
It's like you're a totally different per
Im Fine...Im fine,
im just tired,
everything is fine,
too much homework,
Everyone else seems to believe my excuses,
So how is it that you are the only one who can see straight through me?
SmilesSmiles keep me going,
So I won't shed a tear.
Smiles keep me hoping,
Without them I wouldn't be here.
The pain in the back of my throat.
Like the ones on my fingers.
The feeling I live for.
The only thing I want to be.
SufferingTears crashing around me
as all I do is feel this hurt
The pain deep inside of me
I can't bear to go on much longer
The eyes of glass
the heart that aches
I can't control
the urges i feel inside me
My mind takes over control
of this hurt left unknown
I can't help but to cry
and have the tears falling down my face
I can't take this much longer
so please go on without me
The truth behind every story
the deep hurt i feel inside
I feel like a failure at life
no hope for this life to go on
so please leave me here to suffer
Maybe one day it will all change
You Broke Me...You took everything
You told me I was beautiful
Wasn't that a lie?
You took my innocence
I know you enjoyed it
I could see it
Right before my eyes
You tied my heart in knots
Now I feel so strained
You never wanted to hurt me
But it was your choice
You broke me anyway...
SnapshotI'm not sure
if these little
should be called
they come out
A Lover's LullabyHush my love,
Let me wipe your tears.
I know life is cruel,
So let me share your fears.
At night, I'll hold you close.
My love will smooth the scars on your heart.
Just relax into Aidin's lullaby.
In my arms, you'll never fall apart.
I know this can't be lust,
For you alone will the azalea flowers bloom.
For you alone I do love.
Used ToI used to play
with imaginary friends.
They did what I wanted.
They played my way.
I used to have tea parties,
in my room with my toys.
They all had names and spoke to me.
But they won't talk anymore.
I used to do magic,
for my parents and family.
They couldn't see my tricks.
I don't anymore, those tricks are fake.
I used to be a princess,
then the next day a spy.
What limits are there
to a childs mind?
I used to be rich
after I sold my lemonade.
The value of a dollar
seemed so much more those days.
I used to be a lot of things.
But those carefree days have long passed.
I'm older now, I can't see a way.
To return, to th
PoetrySo you say that my art is just a collection of words?
But have you ever thought of what emotion it stirs?
It takes effort and time and thought to write,
And takes hours and hours to get it just right.
So you say that my writing is not truly art?
Oh, how I laugh at you, near or afar,
Playing with words is a difficult thing,
I'd say a battle with words - and you've got to win.
So you say that my prose is just black marks?
Lines, and dots, and false remarks?
Oh, my friend, how sad you must be,
If you have no share in poetry.
Your ArmsIt's Your arms I long for every night,
To hold me close and assure me
Everything is going to be alright.
It's Your arms I wish to cry in when
I feel everything is a mess
Your chin upon my head,
And my head against Your chest.
It is Your arms I yearn to jump into,
When I am happy and just want to hug you.
With You is where I want to be,
To Your arms I always want to flee..
ThoughtsTapping against my head
demanding to be
why do you tease me?
And just leave me be.
I don't understand you,
please just leave.
Just as I think im
finally at peace
you taunt me
in my sleep.
Why don't you leave?
Never ForgetI'll never forget your smile
Shinning so bright in the room
Making me feel happy to know someone like you.
The hugs you gave me
That made me feel so warm
On the coldest nights of winter.
Your deep voice
That made me drift away
From this place.
The way you always listen to me
Whenever I felt upset
Or when I just wanted to say
How much I love you.
But the one thing from you
That will never be forgotten
Are your kisses
That have always make me feel
Like I'm the happiest person on earth.
ReadingLost in their pages,
Drowning in their words,
Endless waking days
Getting lost in their world.
Flowing realms of fantasy,
Daring bouts of action,
Sweeping sobs of sorrow,
Fears of places unturned.
Liars who just sit and stare
Liars who can't see my pain
Liars who can't here my claim
Liars to whom the truth has died
Liars who just wait and hide
Battle in my MindEat.
Take it easy.
Work out until you pass out.
Get help.Tell someone.
Keep it a secret. It's only for you and me.
Why won't you listen?
They don't understand.
Let me help you.
You don't understand.
I love you..
the name that cuts like a knife,
it's all that you see inside,
is breaking with every breath I take
the only thing I can't seem to face.
My TormentBoredom runs rampant in my heart and in my mind.
Sleep is what I need but there is never enough time.
Looking on the past while hoping for the future.
Hiding whats inside even though its against my nature.
Letter #1Hello there.
How are you? I hear you keep wanting to stuff your fat face. Oh don't worry. I'm not mad..yet. I'm just here to make sure you don't have any slip-ups. I mean you don't want to be fat, do you? Of course not. Who does? Right. No one but I'm starting to think that maybe you do. I mean you always binge the second you get home. Then we have to call Mia to make it all better.
So tell me; Why is that, huh? Do you want to a fucking fatass!? You know what go ahead. Be fat. Have everyone hate you and laugh at all your jiggling fat. Have him hat how ugly you are and leave you for someone thin and beautiful. Oh. Did I hit a nerve?
Well it's true and you know it. Remember all the times he said, "If it were some other guy, he would've left a long time ago." Or what about, "I'm sorry. It's just that, she was so thin and beautiful and you're..well..fat." I can go on. Like whe
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